I really hate my life right now. Like a lot. I miss being in school.

I’m also like 90% sure that despite my goals, I’ll never be able to afford to go back to school. How the eff do you go to school and have a full time job?  And frankly I’m really getting to the point where I don’t care anymore. Nothing good ever happens for me anyway.

And I was okay with my job until this past week. Now I just want to shoot myself everytime I go to work. Also doesn’t help that I have absolutely no social life right now-not that I’ve had that much of one in the past 4 years anyway.

And the saddest part of my weekend came when I realized that I’m probably the happiest person in my house. imagine my excitement to come home.

In four days I have a meeting with my general manager and i have to tell him how I want to move up in the company and that I think the company is great. I should win an oscar for this shit. I reallllllly wish my boss would get fired. They only have like a thousand reasons to fire her. pick one. no one will care.

And I’m 100% sure that no one’s going to read this, but literally no one else listens to me. I’m pretty sure I’m the most ignored person in the universe. So I’m just writing my grievances for anyone to see—then ignore.