My Desperate Attempts for Happiness.....

Don’t wait. The time will never be just right.

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—	Napolean Hill

Deep grief sometimes is almost like a specific location, a coordinate on a map of time. When you are standing in that forest of sorrow, you cannot imagine that you could ever find your way to a better place. But if someone can assure you that they themselves have stood in that same place, and now have moved on, sometimes this will bring hope.

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—	Elizabeth Gilbert (via julie911)

For Lent, I decided to cut out chocolate.

I didn’t make it through the day.

I’m sorry God.

Two of my family members were arrested this week. Both separate occassions. The U.S. Marshals are looking for another family member. And another family member went on a four-day heroine binge this week.

This is why I don’t talk to or visit my family.

I’m just wondering if all the people with their “stuck accelerators” in their little toyotas who have “accidently” crashed this week are THAT hard up for cash. It’s called fraud. And you’re a bad person. I wonder why your accelerator got stuck this week, but not last week. Hmm…..

I really hate my life right now. Like a lot. I miss being in school.

I’m also like 90% sure that despite my goals, I’ll never be able to afford to go back to school. How the eff do you go to school and have a full time job? And frankly I’m really getting to the point where I don’t care anymore. Nothing good ever happens for me anyway.

And I was okay with my job until this past week. Now I just want to shoot myself everytime I go to work. Also doesn’t help that I have absolutely no social life right now-not that I’ve had that much of one in the past 4 years anyway.

And the saddest part of my weekend came when I realized that I’m probably the happiest person in my house. imagine my excitement to come home.

In four days I have a meeting with my general manager and i have to tell him how I want to move up in the company and that I think the company is great. I should win an oscar for this shit. I reallllllly wish my boss would get fired. They only have like a thousand reasons to fire her. pick one. no one will care.

And I’m 100% sure that no one’s going to read this, but literally no one else listens to me. I’m pretty sure I’m the most ignored person in the universe. So I’m just writing my grievances for anyone to see—then ignore.

I am becoming a “true blue fan.”

That’s right, I said it!

***on a side-note: men playing basketball is the GROSSEST thing ever!!! stop sweating so much! how can you function with that much sweat dripping down your face!?! really? can you see? anything?

thedailywhat:

Grammy Awards: Best New Artist.

[yahoo/ap.]

jessicachu:

suicideblonde:

Lady G and Elton

Who the fuck makes Lady Gaga’s costumes!?! Really, how do you come up with that shit?

I don’t make enough time for tumblr anymore. tear.

smashton:

hammerito:

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40 Day Dream-Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros

I can’t stop listening to this song!!!!

On this beautiful day, I paid off my Capital One card. This was no small accomplishment.

I just found out from the news! that my aunt almost got blew up at work today. I was asleep.